TW: Grooming, porn addiction, psychological warfare, and misanthropy.


My name is Kenneth... dont ask for my last name because i hate it.


First lets go with my misanthrope vent:



I fucking LOATHE being human. And i'm far from angry enough and there's no maximum limit to how i fucking loathe it hard.

Being human is nothing but a pathetic less than worthless humiliation ritual in a universe that hates life existing and earth is the only world that supports it and the inhabitants are abysmal thinkers and terribly designed creatures. To be human is to be a degenerate monster, just like Hitler, Just like Trump, just like Epstien, and just like Yaweh himself. (The worst of them all.)

Heres the default standard of what it means to be human:

Humanity is absolutely the most REPUGNANT species of all time. 

Degenerate and proud of it, creepy stupid, petty unjust, unforgiving control freaks, vindictive bloodthirsty ethnic cleansers, racist, genocidal, filicidal, aborticidal, fascist, unstable, hypocritical, disgusting disgraceful, despicable, weak willed, war mongering, egotistical, tyrannical, pretentious, moronic, impulsive repulsive, neurotic, pestilential, megalomaniacal, sadistic, sadomasochistic, predatory, licentious, malice addicted, mentally ill informing (by default), capriciously malevolent, self destructive, unforgivable, irredeemable, Ultimately pathetic and Terribly designed monsters. 

With ZERO redeeming qualities whatsoever.

The only "Good" human is a non existent unborn human. Those who do exist die and then burn in hell from yawehs incompetence.

I'm turning my back on my entire species.

If i had the opportunity to switch species Id be a black hole. At least if your a black hole, your an invincible orb that  swallows everything and dont need intelligence to be happy.


And with that it was what inspired me to create a franchise called "Ultimateness" a personal universe and franchise of mine where i program how aliens work how life should work and the proper technologies. Its a story ive worked on since 2017 and i still feel its incomplete and ive made lots and lots of changes till ive 100% perfected it. I wanted to be a cartoon creator and beloved the same way vivziepop was, unfortunetly all ive become is just a potential fugitive like the other corrupt cartoonists who were outed in the industry.

One of the biggest moments that changed everything was the “Guffy incident” in 2023. That situation caused a lot of harm, stress, and emotional pain for everyone involved, including me. It became a turning point that made me seriously reflect on how I acted online, the kind of content I associated with, and the impact my actions had on others. Since then, I’ve carried regret for the mistakes I made and the people I hurt, whether intentionally or not.

For the last three years, I’ve genuinely tried to move past that chapter of my life and work on redeeming myself. I’ve wanted to become a better person and focus on creating things that truly matter to me. More than anything, I wanted to be seen as a real artist—someone capable of creativity, storytelling, and self-expression—instead of being constantly reduced to a fetish joke or viewed as nothing more than a “fetish clown.” That label has weighed heavily on me for a long time, making it hard to feel proud of my work or confident in myself.

During those years, I worked to improve, reflect, and grow. I know I can’t erase the past, but I hoped that by changing my behavior and focusing on healthier goals, people would see the effort I was making. I wanted to rebuild trust, reconnect with positive aspects of creativity, and become someone who could contribute something meaningful instead of being trapped by my old mistakes.

Unfortunately, 2026 has been one of the hardest years of my life. The same person I apologized to still refuses to let go and keeps expressing hatred toward me, even wishing me dead. Hearing that kind of anger over and over has hurt me deeply emotionally. It’s exhausting to carry guilt while feeling like no matter how much I apologize or try to improve, it will never be enough.

What hurts even more is how much I miss my old friends and the community I once had before everything fell apart. Before the drama, before the hostility, there were people I truly cared about and memories that made me happy. Losing so much of that has left a lasting emotional scar. Sometimes it feels like I’m mourning a part of my life that can never come back.

Because of all this pain, I’ve seriously considered quitting fetish content altogether. Not only because of how it has affected how people see me, but because I don’t want to keep causing pain, discomfort, or conflict for others. I’m tired of cycling through guilt, shame, harassment, and hatred. I want to move toward something healthier and more meaningful—for myself and those around me.

At the end of the day, I know I can’t change the past. What’s done is done. But I believe people can grow, reflect, and try to become better. That’s all I’ve been trying to do these past few years: improve myself, create honestly, and move forward without causing harm. Even though the road has been painful, I hope someday I’ll wish to remembered for the effort I made to change, rather than only for the mistakes I made years ago.

Even one of my villain characters mistress licention is the embodiment of my porn addiction, a sort of evil that was hindering me for a long time as its poignant. And honestly, even my own character weeps before the tragedies ive suffered all these years.


I know everyone's pissed at me and sweating me out... mad as hell at me for what I've hid for a long time and too scared to reveal the drama that happened and why I've exiled here.

Since 2019 I looked up to Vivziepop as I did wanna be like her and looked up to her and all the drama surrounding her made me get defensive for her. Thats what led to my parasocialism to protect her if something happens. 

from Erin Frost allegations  to fan interactions going sour to a digital circus mock video, then the storyboard artist sa misrepresentation it was a tough wild ride and sometimes I was thinking of giving up over the years and I fought with her "Stans" to ensure Viv doesn't fall. 

I also let my fetish side take over even if I said weird things about her  I cared for her dearly and I didn't want to see her fail. Tho other stans have allegations and fell.

Then season 2 came up and I was a little disappointed but it still worked.

I was just so desperate for her not to get the bad ending and I distanced myself from her just to let her continue her stuff... 

only for my porn addiction to worsen over the years

I'm sorry for all the pain I caused her and everyone else over the years. I only wished the best for her And never wanted the bad ending only just to create a bad ending for myself.

After all that... Viv must be pissed off that I was a defender of hers..... she probably wants nothing to do with me.... 

And honestly I cannot change her mind... I messed up and I move on... but move on as in time to forget about her whatever ending she gets just is....

So good bye Hellaverse fandom I've disgraced.

it's time for me to move on and start a new life here of my own. I have no interest in any petty revenge plot against anyone in the platforms I'm banished from. Its time to move on and do other things and talk about other things here.

If anybody on fedi is still following me in spite of the controversy surrounding me I'm grateful I guess. Tho I'm not really gonna act all happy in the future until I feel the heat settles down and I'm happy with myself.

I didn't want to be a creep.

So i moved to fediverse a dark corner platform to feel like myself yet even that isn't enough.

Im so sorry everyone... truly i am.. truly I am... I didn't really wanna reveal the reason I came here but out of shame and paranoia and melancholy... I have to...


I'm sorry vivziepop... for ruining your fandom. I accept banishment and will move on and do my own thing.

This is my new home. And I'll stay alone and be at peace.

whatever wrong doings I've inflicted apon. At least feel grateful I never wish to pursue out of bitterness.

I messed up I move on and have to make it right.


Maybe if i never was exposed to fetish shit perhaps i woulda had an easier time.. but if killing myself and burning in hell forever is what they really want and the only way theyll feel at peace, with a callice disreguard for my own personal experience that i was a man Who DID want to  redeem himself, and i DID wanna be a better person and i DID wanna produce something for the world and share with friends over the years, i had dreams.. and they are crushed.

But what fucking ever, redemption isn't even a thing anymore, they only wanna see fire and blood and just call this apology ai generated or victim blaming why the fuck bother.

If you want me dead.. fine.. I just wish i had the power to rewrite history and fix stuff so i can have a better future for everyone and myself.


Thanks for listening... and if anyone wants to part ways with me after reading this... Please take care of yourself and live our best life in away your happy with and honorable. Dont make my sins...